I had a dream about an old classmate from middle school named John Mcnamee. We have not seen each other in years but John shows up in my dres more often than other old classmates. It felt like the dream was in a classroom setting because there were desks. I look over to my right and I see John sitting there. I look back to my desk and there is a letter. The letter was from John and he wrote to me "I loved you for a long time but I had to travel to Salt Lake City to find myself before we can be together." I felt warm, flattered, and delighted, and happy as if this message from himnwas long awaited. I put the letter to my heart and looked up out of a window into a blue cloudy sky and said that I would bend my rules just to marry him. The dream felt very surreal almost like a visitation dream. Whenever I dream of John we are always at a distance, we know of each other's presence but never talk. We are always separated by groups of people
Dreams are often symbolic and can reflect various aspects of our subconscious thoughts and emotions. In this dream, the presence of John McNamee, an old classmate from middle school, likely represents a part of yourself or a certain time in your life that is associated with him. The classroom setting with desks can symbolize learning, growth, and self-discovery. Seeing John in your dream may represent a desire for connection or reconciliation with aspects of your past. The fact that he appears more frequently than other classmates could suggest that there are unresolved feelings or memories associated with him that you are exploring in your subconscious. The letter from John expressing his feelings for you and his need to travel to find himself before being together could symbolize inner conflicts or desires related to relationships and personal growth. The warmth, flattery, and happiness you feel upon receiving the letter may indicate a longing for emotional connection and acceptance. The surreal and visitation-like quality of the dream may suggest a deep emotional significance attached to your interactions with John in the dream world. The distance between you in the dream, separated by groups of people, could signify barriers or obstacles preventing a deeper connection or communication. Overall, this dream may be reflecting your romantic or emotional longing for connection, self-discovery, and acceptance. It could also be a reminder to explore and reconcile with past experiences and feelings in order to move forward in your personal growth and relationships.